Merry Christmas Baby.. I Love You ~

Today the 25th December 2011 Christmas and spending time with my family... wondering about someone else in my life because i miss her... but... i wish i was there with you right now because i know i couldnt stop smiling ^^

hmmmm my life changed this year dramatically i realized it when i met this one person thats very special to me... and it changed me to a much hard working person someone that will achieve there goal that they set, i realized that you need to take chances and to take this chance you need to put your life on the line even though some people is against it but you wouldnt care because you really want to get it done. i put my life on the line already... some people may think its stupid but i think its worth it because once im with her thats when my dream comes true you know some people die for there dreams so dont think its that simple =]

well guess thats enough as always in London xmas is boring nothing to do and everywhere closed just spend time with family and have dinner =] okies Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year Everyone ^^

~ How i wish this happened ~

Baby i had a dream of you today... i dream that you txt me.. telling me your feelings about me with a big smile and that your going back to JB.. so i got happy and i called you ringing ringing... you answered and i said "Baby.. if you don't work you wont be earning any money..." then you said "I already finished work and im heading home back to JB and i will wait for you there to come..." then i said "Ok i will wait for you to get back home ^^" you said "Okies baby.." then hanged up.

After you got back home and went in to your room and saw a small little box on your bed right next to Tofu  (piggy) so you went to pick it up and you open the box...there is a little paper with a message on it... you read it and it said "Baby if i was there with you now... would you let me put this ring on you..." you saw the ring in the box and you was very surprised... after that moment someone hugged you from behind...you felt that this person is very tall and you also felt that you have a strong connection to this person... so you closed your eyes and tears started to flow down your cheeks... so you said "Baby i missed you so much..." then i replied "I'm sorry.. i cant wait any longer.. i want to be with you forever..."

Your family was outside your room listening to us.. so then i took the ring from the box and said "Baby give me your right hand.." you was in tears... i said to you.. "would you marry me?.. i didn't prepair 520 rose yet hehe.. so don't be mad ok ^^..." then you hugged me tight and said "i only want you... T^T".

This was what i dreamed of today.. when i woke up i felt very happy and im proud of my relationship with you Irvil... what more can i say... i told you everything already... so you should know how important you are to me... muacks i love you soooo much hehe ^^

baby... i want you... i want to hold your hands... take you far... take you with me... take you to a place you never seen before...

Bau Nguyen

19:18pm                                                                     04.12.2011

...moving on to a new world...

life... what's life? i ask myself but then i my mind seem empty...i culdnt get anything in my mind maybe because its in front of me.. many things are infront of you but sometime you dont realise it...

i been working for nearly 3 years in the same company... thats longer then i expected but thats how life is when you dont look for anther job... i need to take that step to get out of this company because i want a better future and i want to acomplish my goal faster... if i stay there even longer then my goal will only take longer to reach... so i need to pick myself back up and take anther look in the mirror to see what i can find out there in this world im living in.. i really need anther job to get where i need to go and to be with the one i love most...

one person cant stay at the same place for too long because we will need to move on especially young people like myself.. if your young you should go see the new world out there.. fly somewhere and experience life in other places im sure you learn a lot from it.. because life is all about experience.. if you don't experience then you need to learn from the start again...

life is joyful when you get what you want... but once you get bored of it then you'll start looking for something else to entertain you again. many people get bored of it very fast but some take it slow... if there is nothing out there to be entertained then i guess life would be very boring. 

i think the best thing about life is to be with the one you love the most... nothing will ever take over that feeling so make sure you make that happen 

so best to go see the world with your one you love....

~

Bau Nguyen

23:55pm                                                             03.12.2011

Lost in the darkness but better find the light ~

i was in my own mind thinking looking and wondering... what happen to me? why am i like this? am i being fair to others around me... or even the one i love so much? what can i do to change this life? maybe i need to calm myself down.. and think of a way to show myself to others something what i really am...
many thing has happen in this life and many things go around and will flow the way how it was meant to be told? but i know what i must do in life.. everyone has a life and everyone must accomplish something in life...
well of course to have a better life but others like there life the way it is but you surely know that it wont stay the same forever... many things will change just like the world itself.. so change isn't that bad? try change it to a better life because that's what everyone is hoping for within them self...
I've come across a path that blocks my road.. what should i do.. i cant jump over it because its too big.... i could not even go around it... then i just need to face it and go through that wall... yes every one has or will eventually come across this wall.. so its best not to avoid it and face it head on... don't be afraid and be brave... once afraid... will never get back up again.. so lets change and get through it together once you get through you can continue your path... you wouldn't want to be stuck at the same place since you will never see that road again and that's where your journey ends.. so i must continue and see where this leads me.. so take me away to a better place.....
my baby been busy and couldn't contact me i may have forgotten the reason why she couldn't call or text me but i know if she couldn't then only i have to keep us together.. i will do everything i can to make sure it flows the way we need it to flow.. though i know she is very busy with work and that only one reason to explain it...for her future to revile her pathway towards mine... i know i been over reacting recently but who wouldn't if they was on my pathway? even though i realized  something strange and i hear something too but im just wondering why i cant hear your voice shouting "baby" any more or is it just my imagination you should know that your my future or maybe i should give it time because i once heard time is everything and will heal everything that go through time so i should let it have time and i should believe.. because if i don't believe then it wont work at all... even though some thing did bug me.. but that was the past im just hoping it wont come back up again... what everyone really need in life is trust and partners... also friends so if you do choose your partner make sure you always trust your partner and never let your partner down because it will only come back to you then you'll know how they felt when you did that to them...
life may be hard... how did the rich become the rich? they didn't get it for free... they worked there way up towards that goal.. so if you want something in life or want to improve your life then you gonna have to make a step forward ...and turn that step towards your dreams.... talking about dreams.. my dream is going to come soon but.... i still need to work more and focus... who am  i doing it for... many people may know my dream already and i want that dream to come true so nothing will stop me because i already took the 1st step towards my goal.. and now i just need to keep it up as what my baby always say "Gambette Baby" ^^ if she has faith in me then i will not fail... she is my sauce of power.. with her around i never give up as long i know she there for me then i will always keep running and will never stop.... this is our story it begins when we are born and it will never end if we share it... when its shared then it will spread just like all the other fairy tales and also it will be always kept inside my heart and soul...
thinking back 8 months ago was fun.. brings back so many memories together.. but now we grown up.. grown to work and see our future together grown to become stronger to come back as a better partner... keep fighting and see where you will end up.... this is our story and its our life baby we are one team and together we can do it Gambette <3

only love awaits me on the other side of the world so wait for me and i be there... that's a promise

Bau Nguyen

22:22pm    03.12.2011

my love will never change or get weaker ^^

these past few months, week and days i been very busy working, doing over time and was even sick... i had no time for anything in life apart from work.... my mind set on one thing... thats going on holiday with my baby Irvil...

i hno she been busy doing the same thing too. also even on her days off she is busy with family/friends probs... we have 0 chance for each other... sometimes i call my baby but most times i couldnt get through to her... i do feel worried about her also i feel that she might be busy.. but you know ^^ who doesn't care about there own gfs/ wifes/ love ones right ^^ so i understand that she busy but i still try contact her later on like in 2 hrs or 3hrs time... but you know i must not worry too much even though i should.. you kno i believe in my baby ^^ but i really want to hear her voice because i really miss her so much..... =[

since i cant spend time with my baby i always think about what we did together.. how we use to do jigsaw puzzle together ^^  and how we use to always skype each other ^^ i will sing our fav song and talk about many other things going around our life... baby you know when i miss u i will watch that vid you made for me and i will look at all the pictures i sent to you and even the picture you sent to me... then i feel very happy >.< i feel a nice warm feeling inside my heart... without you i dont think i will ever work hard like this or even have a future... you know you are my only love and i will only want to be with you.. stay with you... my love for you will never get weak =] i want you to know... the day i hold your hands is the day you will never forget because thats our future together ^^

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love you so much baby

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i need you in my life

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so dont let me go...

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because u always make me smile =]

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luv u <3 Irvil Ling..

♥

baby baby our dream will come true =]

Baby our dreams will come true at last =] hehe so get prepared and wait for me okies =] i stay with you and together we can make it through =] so stay with me because we worked so hard for this day to come and now its only the beginning of our story... right? ^^

Love you so much!!

Only you.... Forever you

today was staring because i was dreaming of my baby 3 times in a role... and when i went out today my bro was saying things to upset me but he didnt mean to because he didnt know anything about me... so i was just thinking about my baby and that i only love her forever...

i though of how our future will be like and what would happen after we meet up?.. but them thinking of what my bro said made me think i might end up a bad person =[
but... i though i would never do anything to hurt my baby and i want to be with her and stay with her because i only love her in this world you know...

she is worth everything to me and i wont let her go... so now i am confident of myself because i know i wont do the wrong thing or walk the wrong road....

baby i love you so much i promise you i wont let you down =] ~

<3 love you <3

♥ im urs n u r mine forever...

Im very impressed tat wat my baby did yesterday...
he made me feel very touched... T^T
yesterday, when we chat on skype...
he suddenly took out a white paper written word n show me....
when i saw it... OMG... i feel very touched u know....
he wrote : Will you marry me?

u know... i really feel very touched...
i was very surprised n almost cried...

suddenly understand y every time when boys says tat "will u marry me"...

girls always cry... haha~~

Then i asked my baby~~

where my roses n ring???

n then my baby show me tis...

lolz... funny wat....

yeah... maybe its funny...

but i like it....

omg... love my baby sooooo much...

how can i live w/out him??

I always tot my baby will mind i talk about my EX-bf...
but u know~ when i cried n told my baby tat i feel unhappy coz my ex-bf...

but my baby don mind u know... 

he still tried to comfort me... 

let me feel sooo touched...

i so happy... u know...

Maybe many ppl don agree v us...

but i don care...

i only know i love my baby...

tats enough...

Love is blind... lolz....

awww... i hope tat i can be v my baby forever >"<"

i hope my baby can beside me everyday too...

i love u baby....

i need u baby....

i wan u baby....

^o^

♥ Irvil Ling

06092011

♥ Are we tired of the love?

Unconsciously 5 months oredi...

Our love is still the same,but may feel a little isnt the same...
 

r we tired of the love?

maybe waiting too long...



I didnt dare imagine wat would happen after the meeting...
 

we will love each other more or leave each other...

who knows?



We all pay a lot of feelings for each other...

we r trying to keep our relationship...

if we r torn apart like tis...

will it unfortunately?


I wan to be with my baby... 

 

I don wan to live without him...

But we must be separated...

i know...tis is no other way...

 

 

People says : "Absence makes the heart grow fonder"

do you agree? lolz~

Btw... don think too much...

i know we can keep our relationship well...

rite? xD
 

Waiting for april 2012...
 

Our dream will come true...
 

Our love will be strong..

Love u n miss u baby...

♥ Irvil Ling

23082011

I Believe in Faith...

i kno there was times that we both did wrong but i wont let it end like this... this is where i belong in this world with you and only with you... i feel very happy with you and my spirits lift up when we chat... i want to stay with you and hold on to you tight because i will not let you go

you may doubt me but i have nothing to say i just need to show you what i got for you to love me again like you did before... and i have faith because nothing else is more important to me but you... i may have changed at some point but im still the same... i may not seem like it but just give it some time because you will feel happy with me again =]

i love you baby Irvil <3

♥ Piggy....

Yeah...im very bored today...

so i decided to design 2 pigs...

y is pig?

coz we called each other piggy...
funny rite... >"<

Tis is specially designed for us...

btw i love it so much...

hehe... but i don know my baby will like it or not? >"<

hehe... piggy baby i love u so much...♥

♥ Irvil Ling

05082011

we can make it through ~

i kno there is something bothering my baby and i know if she doesnt tell me then she wont make it through but if she dose tell me and we both make suggestions it will work out so baby please if there is anything thats on your mind bothering you just share it with me ok because im not your baby for nothing right im here for you to help you out and to make u smile... i cant make u smile if you dont tell me anything at all so tell me and express your mind to me so we can make it out that road together ^^ love u so much <3

♥ 4 Months Already

4 months has past.... if u talk about it then it seems fast.. but if i think about it... it seems long haha xD

i haven't been writing on the blog for a long time... sorry baby.. i been busy with work lately.. work more and earn more saving up for my next holiday so i been busy all week working 7 days a week... been tough but if i dont do it then how can i meet my goal? haha i really need save to make my dream come true.. do what is right!! you know what i mean ^^

baby  im very happy with u in these 4 months.. we always spend time together and talk about a lot of things..talk about our life and whats happening each days =] you are my everything and my nothing ^^ hehe. we both plan a lot for our future and our holidays but main part is we need money haha so that's why i am working extra to achieve this goal ^^

lately baby been sleeping so little... its very bad for her health .. she should sleep more im worried a lot because she is doing it to be with me.... sigh i feel bad i hope she can understand and just take more rest before she turns to a panda o.o 

i really dont have much to say at this post because everything i want to say i already said it to my baby face to face >.< but... baby don't think negative ok because it will not help at all i just want you to know i love you and need you so stay with me ^^ i love you baby <3

♥ Keep holding on....

Actually i feel very impressed n touch when my baby sang me Mandarin Song...
coz my baby don know how to speak Mandarin.... >"<
but when he knew he sang Chinese songs i will feel very touch...
Then he tried to sang it... tats y i feel very touch....
hehe.. xD

We were been together over 4 months...
suddenly feels tat time actually flies so fast...
remembered a lot of people said
*Love for a long time will be slowed*
izzit real? damn worry about it ....
arr... omg...

i know i should believe my baby...
but i still worry about it...
sry baby....
i think... maybe i love too deep...
m i rite... >"<
i never felt tis way be4...
its feels like a little fear and happiness...
lolz... Strange feeling...

but honestly...
i wan to spend the rest of my life with my baby...
i finally know wat everyone told me "ull know, when its the *1*...
to tis day...
I love him with all my heart n i always will...
we will meet some day...
hopefully some day soon...
but tats another story...
rite... baby... thx u so much...
u make my world a different...
i believe one day u will take me away from malaysia...
ill wait for the arrival of the day...
i really love u more tat the words i can say....
baby... u will always be mine, rite?
love u ...
our dream will come true...
Gambatehne...





♥ Irvil Ling
19072011

♥ baby... Happy 3 month anniversary...

Unconsciously... 3 months already passed ...
time flies so fast...
Although we only can see each other on skype...
but we feel happy too... ^^


3 months ago, how do u think?
maybe many people think that is unreal...
but it has real presence...

actually... our love is simple....
we never asked anything....
as long as the free time give a call to each other tats enough...

of course... in video chat on skype every day... xD
at least three months... we are like tis....
maybe... when the beginning of time together...
we will be suspicious of each other... 
we don really understand each other... 
don know wat kind of person he is... 
but these are not hindered now...

3 months... we experienced a lot of things...
there are good and bad things...
fortunately... we have weathered these challenges...
after that we will be very happy.... right?


In fact... these 3 months... we are very happy....
Life and not the same...
Began to have goals... have begun efforts to reach it...
maybe many people think we are crazy...
but we don care....
coz tis is the power of love... rite? xD 

my baby so good to me...
he always has way make me happy...
i know he worked very hard juz wanna be with me...

sometimes i thinking...
how can i get a miracle...
to by my baby side...
the only way is....
save up more money... ><""
haha~~ so juz do it....

btw... i hope we can continue to have happy...

♥ baby... Happy 3 month anniversary...
I hope we can spend every day of the next...
Until we grow old.....
(づ￣³￣)づ♥ baby... i love u ^^


Irvil ♥
15062011 

Worried... ♥

its very hard for me to see others get at you and it pains me to think about it each day.. this happens to every one before or still even happening now right at this moment..thats why guys like me are worried a lot and wanting to protect the ones they love from other guys...

this happens everyday but the funny thing is i don't get tired... y don't i get tired? because i love her way too much i can only think about protecting her..i protect her every day but she never realized it because she doesn't really know what happen.. happiness flows within her mind >< she is a very positive girl and lovable one...

some times she even talks back to me when i protect her >.< but i cant blame her because she is too positive and don't really know much about it and i know she wants me to trust her because i really do trust her with all my heart.. but its the guys i don't trust...

she doesn't know what guys can do to girls.. thats why even though if she talks back to me i still be there to keep her safe no matter what!

she can think im evil i changed or im a bad guy but all of this was to keep you safe....

you know even though she thinks bad or feels annoyed with me i get worried and i will tr to get out of the worried state with her >.< hehe funny right... thats because i love her too much...

there may be a lot to learn but i will try my best to show her in every way.

baby u should also stop working 6 days a week with 3 jobs... its not good for u other ppl may say you can do it but for me it hurts my heart to see u work so hard just to be with me.... your not super woman baby.. you cant do that every day its crazy.. you are a normal person like everyone.. your my baby irvil.. i wont let u torture yourself like this just for me.. 

you know your the one and only to make me smile and laugh so much... so without you idk what i be doing haha =P

baby those chinese words u write to me today... when i found out i was very happy hehe lucky i got some1 to read it otherwise i be clueless =] hehe 

you know baby i felt really disappointed when you don't tell me anything... but i also feel very worried about you because i don't want anything to happen to you..

but even though i feel disappointed my baby will feel sad... i shouldn't make my baby worry about me >< because i feel sad even more ahhh ><

we both been through a lot together keeping this relationship and i still wanna keep this relationship between us and wont let anyone take it away from me or my baby irvil...

this is our story not yours, not mine, not his and not her's bout our love story... 2 makes 1 even though its a 1.. what make this "1"... its 2... me and irvil together we make our story =] 

baby don't work too hard ok you need to rest too not just work every day >.< i be angry if u do =P hehe

without you im not complete so i will always need you here to be with me so i can be completed ok baby =]

may things has happened and im very happy to be with you baby so lets gambatte!!

Bau Nguyen

♥ its my life....

Wat is right and wat is wrong？

When we were young... our elders would say how to do... what should you do...

we have also been followed... have never asked why...

coz we know they are good for us...

gradually.... we grew up...

began to have their own ideas...

started their own life and freedom we want....

but these thoughts... thoughts in adults is called in rebel...

I admit i was very rebellious child...

i will definitely do wat i wan to do...

i would not care wat they say and do...  

i juz do what is right for my heart ...

bad rite?  hehe... xD

Today, my baby told me tat his bro told him

he cant go on holiday by himself...

he felt very sad and down... ><"

but he got some plan and other way to solve it ...

anyway...  No matter what happens... i will always support my baby in his side...

 

Our elders always treating us like we ware just born...

they work very hard to want to protect us... yeah....we know tat...

but cant have their own ideas... cant do wat we wan to do...

its too over for us... We will feel very unhappy....

do you agree?

Like my baby said:

its our family thats trying to controle our future its ok...

but if we do wat we wan to do...

they may think....

y did u turn out like that?

"yes!! y did i turn out like that?!"

In fact not we went bad...
coz we couldnt do wat we wan...
we couldnt find our future but know we had the chance to...
so we went for it.. we don wan to always be held back by our family...
its our like and our want to make our life better for ourself but not for others to control all there time 

u been controling us and we really dont like it because we feel like we ware in a cage...
i know our family helped us alot and kept us away from bad ppl 

but know we know and we learn alot so y cant u let us choose wat we wan?
its very hard ... u know?

Experienced the pain will always grow when people grow up...

im sure u all know tat... rite?

so why not let us go do wat we wan to do...

let ourself grow...

Daddy Mommy... no worry...

when we experience the life we wan...

we will return to ur side...

we still love u same as before.... nope... Perhaps more than before...

maybe this process we will fail... we will sad... or wat...

but tis is a learning and experience... rite?

In fact... im glad my parents will not bind me too much...

they will try to understand and accept my ideas...

as long as the requirements of not really too over...

my daddy told me: u should have to experience tat a different life in other country...

yeah... tis is wat he said....

even if i said i wan to study abroad or travel alone....

as long as i can take care of  myself... ^^

Believe me...

 you should experience the different life since you're young...

ur ideas and knowledge will be different... ^^

so... Juz do it... haha

Irvil ♥

24052011

♥ Our belief.....

Everyone has different wish... I certainly have my wishes...

In fact~ i have a lot of wish... haha~~

My baby found 10 pound the day before yesterday...

he was very happy to call and told me...

like a child get the sweet.... so cute~~~ lol

hehe~~

and i answered him "maybe today is ur lucky day~~ ^^ lets make a wish"

next... tis is our conversation....

B: "i already know my wish ~hehe~ but havent had time to wish it yet..."

me: ^^ so wat is ur wish?

B: baby u really want to know?hmmm... would u be able to make my wish come true ><

me: hmmm... i wan to know... hehe xD

B:For u to love me enturnalty and for us to be together forever thats my wish that no money can ever get...

So... wat is my wish??

i told my baby... tis is secret.... haha~~

from the previous to the present...i have many wish....

but when i grow u... my wish getting less....

Although I have had many wish....

also achieved a lot....

but i didnt really have to strive to achieve it... ><"

yes... tis is true...

When i was young... i juz told to my parents i got what wish...

they will help me achieve...

so u think i need to do any strive to realize my wish? LOL

Perhaps many people think this is good.... but not really....

I grew up alone at home...

only toys,arcade games,computer, etc... accompany me...

sometimes i think maybe this is their compensation to me....

hehe... so  juz told them what i want then i can get it...

Don envy me... if you envy me~ do u want to exchange the identity with me... LOL

OK...Back to the topic ...Wat is my wish now??

in fact, my wish very clear now...  

the most important wish is be with bau bau... hehe~~

so we need to save up more money.... ><"

we both love travel... so i hope we both can travel around together every year .... ^^

like my baby said:18.05.11 => i will come every year and we can travel around together ^^ 

and each year we can save up for our next destination ^^ hehe also save up for what u wanted too

Another thing is i wish i could study abroad in UK...

whether long-term courses or short courses....

important is i can experience the life i wan and be with bau bau... xD

besides those wish~ i got another little wish...

like ipad 2 ,iphone 5, puppy maltese,car and earn more money~~~ haha...

a lot rite.... wahahhaa~~~

 

by the way... my baby said

Remember to me its - Time is Irvil - i spend all my time with you to make things work out ^^

~Promise ~

When i read it...i feel very very very touch u know....T.T

i never thought a guy would said like that.... omg....

i admit i am a girl not easily moved.....

but my baby always have a way that moved me... ><"  

baby... i love you so much....muacks....

baby... no matter what happen....  

as long as we trust each other...

tis enthusiasm has continued...

Continuing love each other... care each other....

strengthen our position... 

our wish and dream will come true... rite?

Long distance love will succeed....

do u believe it?  ^^

at least i think so.......

lets make this all last forever....

our dream will made up of real thing...

we can make the world beautiful love... ♥

 

Irvil ♥
21052011

Every seconds with you ♥

Every time we talk.. every second pass by.. these are happy times.. because every seconds im with you it makes me smile.. and those seconds are very important to me.

Baby i want to let you know that every time we spent together it makes me wanna fly towards you.. thats how much i want you and need you in these arms of mine ><

Baby i know u are sad about something thats going on in your mind about your targets... but i want to let you know that i will support you no matter what la ~ ^^ and im always here for you.. remember i will make it happen so just trust me because your target is also my target so lets go through it together and make it happen ok ^^ hehe remember what i said yesterday 18.05.11 => i will come every year and we can travel around together ^^ and each year we can save up for our next destination ^^ hehe also save up for what u wanted too =]

you know we both learn alot about each other in such a short time.. thats why these seconds count alot ^^ even though ppl say "Time is Money" to me its "Time is Irvil" xD haha!!

Baby ahh~ o.o been 2 months already and i feel that i want to be with you forever.. you know i have many many wish i want to share with you and many wishes i want to show you... there are too much wishes for you inside my heart... i wish i can make u smile every day *looks up to the dark sky looking at the brightest star* hehe =]

baby i love u from your bau bau ^^

Muacks ~ ♥

Remember to me its - Time is Irvil - i spend all my time with you to make things work out ^^

~Promise ~

Whats Right!!!

for those of irvil friends that's convincing her not to go through the long distance relationship are Fools!

what would you do if you love someone so much and a friend come up to your face and say this wouldn't work out between you and him... its unreal... if someone said that to me i say SHUT THE FUCK UP!!...

i know you care for irvil and i also know you are worried but she is happy with her relationship and you making irvil unhappy by trying to break her heart... so the person thats hurting her is basically you yourself thats convincing irvil not to go through this relationship..

i know other ppl will think i will cheat on irvil but no why would i cheat on her why would i do anything to hurt her this relationship is not a joke its ppl feelings.. if i did cheat on irvil then my friends will beat the crap out of me because my friends knows about irvil too and they don't like ppl like that.. even i don't like ppl like that

you know even her family didn't say anything about breaking up with me.. they also like me too.. what makes you have the rights to say "break up it wont work out" to her when her family didn't even mention those things to her and even said hello to me and also watch me on cam too with irvil... and snow snow ^^ hehe snow snow <3

you know my friends asked me are you serious with this long distance relationship.. i said yes then they didn't say anything else next day they was asking me how is she and stuff... next day they became friends... next day they started chatting to each other.. thats what you called real friends.. they will always support me so why cant you guys support irvil?

just trust me.. i wont let you guys/girls down and i will be with irvil, wont hurt her and will make her smile everyday. if you want her to be happy then you have to help me too because your words really affects her and if she feels hurt i don't like that >.>

sorry for the words i used i know its my baby page but i don't want irvil to feel sad about this ever again so i had no choice..

"your friends just want to come between you and me

Don't believe in what they say cause it's jealousy

Girl can't u see that

Girl u should know by now I'm not that type of guy

Cause I changed my ways when I found you

Just put your trust in me don't let them tear us apart

Girl u should know and understand

Listen to bau bau ^^"

baby i love you and i don't care what other ppl think of us thats there problem not ours right ^^

love you <3 ~

MEANT TO BE POSTED ON FB BUT WAS OVER 1000 CHARACTERS >.> DID I REALLY WRITE THAT MUCH =.=

♥ Our love is right

Our love....

              is right....

Im around 22 yrs old and i have pretty relationship with a nice man ...

his love for me is .. .like dream ...

he is the best lover i ever know in my life...

but i have a problem and its make me feel so sad and really worry ....

about losing this pretty love .

My bf and i have been going out for almost 2 happy months and everything has been going wonderful....

im so happy with him!

He`s like me in every way...

We share many funny jokes and videos to each other and its been so great...

We have such a great time together~ we don wan to leave each other ...

Im not worrying much coz he like the perfect bf...

he is looks after me~cares about me~supports me~loves me~buys me nice things~

he is never cheated on me~never hit me~always is there for me~

he is good looking~charming~sweet~funny...

he is tall~ very intelligent~

he is a winner for me......... basically

we have been in a long-distance relationship...

I have dated other guys but they just do not compare and the same goes for him.....

We both have not met anyone we love as much as each other...

My frens r always on my case about how stupid the situation im in is....

I try to ignore but it does get to me and i know they are valid in their points of

how a relationship juz isnt complete if u cant see ur lover more than 3 weeks out of every 6 months.

Well...he lives in london...

We Skype and video chat almost every day...

He planning came to see me n i have planning go to london too.

we`ve juz made plans that he will come to visit in april n we will go to Taiwan together....

I love him so much~~

im so comfortable with him and i feel so happy being by his side....

i have had this feeling of emptiness n failure and its becoming apparent.... ><"

i trust him and im confident~but i cant help feeling a little threatened by other girls over there...

im sorry to feel like tat...

sigh...i don know wat should/can i do even know he was sad...  

after all~ we are long-distance...

I don wan to end it n then find out ill never love someone the same or regret it later on in life...

What should I do?

He lives thousands of miles away from me~ which isnt bad at all....

We can see each other everyday on skype...

We never fought~we don like fights~

But like i said~ he been sooooooo great to me n i truly love him very much....

In fact... we know we all hard work for each other...

efforts to save money... in order to see each other...

Even doing 3 jobs... also think its worth...

Many ppl think im crazy~ work 16 hours a day~

but i think is ok wat~ i know what im doing right now...

many ppl asked me for Bau is it worth it??!

hmm... of coz YES!!~ tis is my answer....

coz i know bau do it too...

u are not us... u will not understand our feelings n thoughts...

Long distance relationship never work???

i don think so... everything is possible....

Juz watch how you look... rite?

for exp : MR.Obama Became President！ the first black to become president~

m i rite? xD

sorry~ President Mr.Obama... u as an example...

i know its a really hard relationship but we love each other too much...

If u love somebody u will do anything to stay with them n not give them up juz coz of distance or what other people say.....

In time... will find a way to be together.... 

n the years of dating online will have been worth every second....

I love u... baby ♥ 

Irvil ♥ 

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