Lost in the darkness but better find the light ~

i was in my own mind thinking looking and wondering... what happen to me? why am i like this? am i being fair to others around me... or even the one i love so much? what can i do to change this life? maybe i need to calm myself down.. and think of a way to show myself to others something what i really am...
many thing has happen in this life and many things go around and will flow the way how it was meant to be told? but i know what i must do in life.. everyone has a life and everyone must accomplish something in life...
well of course to have a better life but others like there life the way it is but you surely know that it wont stay the same forever... many things will change just like the world itself.. so change isn't that bad? try change it to a better life because that's what everyone is hoping for within them self...
I've come across a path that blocks my road.. what should i do.. i cant jump over it because its too big.... i could not even go around it... then i just need to face it and go through that wall... yes every one has or will eventually come across this wall.. so its best not to avoid it and face it head on... don't be afraid and be brave... once afraid... will never get back up again.. so lets change and get through it together once you get through you can continue your path... you wouldn't want to be stuck at the same place since you will never see that road again and that's where your journey ends.. so i must continue and see where this leads me.. so take me away to a better place.....
my baby been busy and couldn't contact me i may have forgotten the reason why she couldn't call or text me but i know if she couldn't then only i have to keep us together.. i will do everything i can to make sure it flows the way we need it to flow.. though i know she is very busy with work and that only one reason to explain it...for her future to revile her pathway towards mine... i know i been over reacting recently but who wouldn't if they was on my pathway? even though i realized  something strange and i hear something too but im just wondering why i cant hear your voice shouting "baby" any more or is it just my imagination you should know that your my future or maybe i should give it time because i once heard time is everything and will heal everything that go through time so i should let it have time and i should believe.. because if i don't believe then it wont work at all... even though some thing did bug me.. but that was the past im just hoping it wont come back up again... what everyone really need in life is trust and partners... also friends so if you do choose your partner make sure you always trust your partner and never let your partner down because it will only come back to you then you'll know how they felt when you did that to them...
life may be hard... how did the rich become the rich? they didn't get it for free... they worked there way up towards that goal.. so if you want something in life or want to improve your life then you gonna have to make a step forward ...and turn that step towards your dreams.... talking about dreams.. my dream is going to come soon but.... i still need to work more and focus... who am  i doing it for... many people may know my dream already and i want that dream to come true so nothing will stop me because i already took the 1st step towards my goal.. and now i just need to keep it up as what my baby always say "Gambette Baby" ^^ if she has faith in me then i will not fail... she is my sauce of power.. with her around i never give up as long i know she there for me then i will always keep running and will never stop.... this is our story it begins when we are born and it will never end if we share it... when its shared then it will spread just like all the other fairy tales and also it will be always kept inside my heart and soul...
thinking back 8 months ago was fun.. brings back so many memories together.. but now we grown up.. grown to work and see our future together grown to become stronger to come back as a better partner... keep fighting and see where you will end up.... this is our story and its our life baby we are one team and together we can do it Gambette <3

only love awaits me on the other side of the world so wait for me and i be there... that's a promise

Bau Nguyen

22:22pm    03.12.2011