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Wednesday 8 February 2012

waiting waiting and waiting...

wow what a year its been... haha many things has changed but me... i dont think i changed at all... why... because i cannot forget and its engraved in to my heart and my mind... its hard because i can never forget special things... what made me work so hard and what made me start writing blogs.... sigh... what else can i do.. who can tell me? i guess nobody but myself.

some people tell me to forget but its very hard and i just cant forget you know... even though im a understanding person but i can also wait for you no matter what happens feelings may be lost but it can be gained back though my one are gone too but my heart tells me and pulls me towards you.. people may think its imposable or long but i never though it was at all... since i will do it and if its long i can wait just keep me on top then i be there no matter what...

nearly been a year but it seems like it was just yesterday we met since i dont know whats going on in life any more... y do i feel this pressure pushing me.. but its strange because its not pushing me down... before it always pushed me down but now... maybe i understand what was your situation thats y its not pushing me down any more... 

i tried to impress but it seems like no one wants to convest it... lits like you want to hide those feelings for i can give up... but i will never give up because u always tell me to gambatte =] so i cannot and i will not, you once told me never to give up even though u let go ... even if u didnt say any of that.... i still wouldnt let go no matter what.. so its best if i wait but i wonder if i wait too long maybe u will change... but if u really do have me inside your heart then im sure u would not =] because i feel something important between us haha may seems wired but i guess thats how it is =]

snow snow snowing =] 

Good Night :P

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