Today the 25th December 2011 Christmas and spending time with my family... wondering about someone else in my life because i miss her... but... i wish i was there with you right now because i know i couldnt stop smiling ^^
hmmmm my life changed this year dramatically i realized it when i met this one person thats very special to me... and it changed me to a much hard working person someone that will achieve there goal that they set, i realized that you need to take chances and to take this chance you need to put your life on the line even though some people is against it but you wouldnt care because you really want to get it done. i put my life on the line already... some people may think its stupid but i think its worth it because once im with her thats when my dream comes true you know some people die for there dreams so dont think its that simple =]
well guess thats enough as always in London xmas is boring nothing to do and everywhere closed just spend time with family and have dinner =] okies Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year Everyone ^^
Sunday 25 December 2011
Sunday 4 December 2011
~ How i wish this happened ~
Baby i had a dream of you today... i dream that you txt me.. telling me your feelings about me with a big smile and that your going back to JB.. so i got happy and i called you ringing ringing... you answered and i said "Baby.. if you don't work you wont be earning any money..." then you said "I already finished work and im heading home back to JB and i will wait for you there to come..." then i said "Ok i will wait for you to get back home ^^" you said "Okies baby.." then hanged up.
After you got back home and went in to your room and saw a small little box on your bed right next to Tofu (piggy) so you went to pick it up and you open the box...there is a little paper with a message on it... you read it and it said "Baby if i was there with you now... would you let me put this ring on you..." you saw the ring in the box and you was very surprised... after that moment someone hugged you from behind...you felt that this person is very tall and you also felt that you have a strong connection to this person... so you closed your eyes and tears started to flow down your cheeks... so you said "Baby i missed you so much..." then i replied "I'm sorry.. i cant wait any longer.. i want to be with you forever..."
Your family was outside your room listening to us.. so then i took the ring from the box and said "Baby give me your right hand.." you was in tears... i said to you.. "would you marry me?.. i didn't prepair 520 rose yet hehe.. so don't be mad ok ^^..." then you hugged me tight and said "i only want you... T^T".
This was what i dreamed of today.. when i woke up i felt very happy and im proud of my relationship with you Irvil... what more can i say... i told you everything already... so you should know how important you are to me... muacks i love you soooo much hehe ^^
baby... i want you... i want to hold your hands... take you far... take you with me... take you to a place you never seen before...
baby... i want you... i want to hold your hands... take you far... take you with me... take you to a place you never seen before...
Bau Nguyen
19:18pm 04.12.2011
Saturday 3 December 2011
...moving on to a new world...
life... what's life? i ask myself but then i my mind seem empty...i culdnt get anything in my mind maybe because its in front of me.. many things are infront of you but sometime you dont realise it...
i been working for nearly 3 years in the same company... thats longer then i expected but thats how life is when you dont look for anther job... i need to take that step to get out of this company because i want a better future and i want to acomplish my goal faster... if i stay there even longer then my goal will only take longer to reach... so i need to pick myself back up and take anther look in the mirror to see what i can find out there in this world im living in.. i really need anther job to get where i need to go and to be with the one i love most...
one person cant stay at the same place for too long because we will need to move on especially young people like myself.. if your young you should go see the new world out there.. fly somewhere and experience life in other places im sure you learn a lot from it.. because life is all about experience.. if you don't experience then you need to learn from the start again...
life is joyful when you get what you want... but once you get bored of it then you'll start looking for something else to entertain you again. many people get bored of it very fast but some take it slow... if there is nothing out there to be entertained then i guess life would be very boring.
i think the best thing about life is to be with the one you love the most... nothing will ever take over that feeling so make sure you make that happen
so best to go see the world with your one you love....
~
Bau Nguyen
23:55pm 03.12.2011
Lost in the darkness but better find the light ~
i was in my own mind thinking looking and wondering... what happen to me? why am i like this? am i being fair to others around me... or even the one i love so much? what can i do to change this life? maybe i need to calm myself down.. and think of a way to show myself to others something what i really am...
many thing has happen in this life and many things go around and will flow the way how it was meant to be told? but i know what i must do in life.. everyone has a life and everyone must accomplish something in life...
well of course to have a better life but others like there life the way it is but you surely know that it wont stay the same forever... many things will change just like the world itself.. so change isn't that bad? try change it to a better life because that's what everyone is hoping for within them self...
I've come across a path that blocks my road.. what should i do.. i cant jump over it because its too big.... i could not even go around it... then i just need to face it and go through that wall... yes every one has or will eventually come across this wall.. so its best not to avoid it and face it head on... don't be afraid and be brave... once afraid... will never get back up again.. so lets change and get through it together once you get through you can continue your path... you wouldn't want to be stuck at the same place since you will never see that road again and that's where your journey ends.. so i must continue and see where this leads me.. so take me away to a better place.....
my baby been busy and couldn't contact me i may have forgotten the reason why she couldn't call or text me but i know if she couldn't then only i have to keep us together.. i will do everything i can to make sure it flows the way we need it to flow.. though i know she is very busy with work and that only one reason to explain it...for her future to revile her pathway towards mine... i know i been over reacting recently but who wouldn't if they was on my pathway? even though i realized something strange and i hear something too but im just wondering why i cant hear your voice shouting "baby" any more or is it just my imagination you should know that your my future or maybe i should give it time because i once heard time is everything and will heal everything that go through time so i should let it have time and i should believe.. because if i don't believe then it wont work at all... even though some thing did bug me.. but that was the past im just hoping it wont come back up again... what everyone really need in life is trust and partners... also friends so if you do choose your partner make sure you always trust your partner and never let your partner down because it will only come back to you then you'll know how they felt when you did that to them...
life may be hard... how did the rich become the rich? they didn't get it for free... they worked there way up towards that goal.. so if you want something in life or want to improve your life then you gonna have to make a step forward ...and turn that step towards your dreams.... talking about dreams.. my dream is going to come soon but.... i still need to work more and focus... who am i doing it for... many people may know my dream already and i want that dream to come true so nothing will stop me because i already took the 1st step towards my goal.. and now i just need to keep it up as what my baby always say "Gambette Baby" ^^ if she has faith in me then i will not fail... she is my sauce of power.. with her around i never give up as long i know she there for me then i will always keep running and will never stop.... this is our story it begins when we are born and it will never end if we share it... when its shared then it will spread just like all the other fairy tales and also it will be always kept inside my heart and soul...
thinking back 8 months ago was fun.. brings back so many memories together.. but now we grown up.. grown to work and see our future together grown to become stronger to come back as a better partner... keep fighting and see where you will end up.... this is our story and its our life baby we are one team and together we can do it Gambette <3
only love awaits me on the other side of the world so wait for me and i be there... that's a promise
Bau Nguyen
22:22pm 03.12.2011
many thing has happen in this life and many things go around and will flow the way how it was meant to be told? but i know what i must do in life.. everyone has a life and everyone must accomplish something in life...
well of course to have a better life but others like there life the way it is but you surely know that it wont stay the same forever... many things will change just like the world itself.. so change isn't that bad? try change it to a better life because that's what everyone is hoping for within them self...
I've come across a path that blocks my road.. what should i do.. i cant jump over it because its too big.... i could not even go around it... then i just need to face it and go through that wall... yes every one has or will eventually come across this wall.. so its best not to avoid it and face it head on... don't be afraid and be brave... once afraid... will never get back up again.. so lets change and get through it together once you get through you can continue your path... you wouldn't want to be stuck at the same place since you will never see that road again and that's where your journey ends.. so i must continue and see where this leads me.. so take me away to a better place.....
my baby been busy and couldn't contact me i may have forgotten the reason why she couldn't call or text me but i know if she couldn't then only i have to keep us together.. i will do everything i can to make sure it flows the way we need it to flow.. though i know she is very busy with work and that only one reason to explain it...for her future to revile her pathway towards mine... i know i been over reacting recently but who wouldn't if they was on my pathway? even though i realized something strange and i hear something too but im just wondering why i cant hear your voice shouting "baby" any more or is it just my imagination you should know that your my future or maybe i should give it time because i once heard time is everything and will heal everything that go through time so i should let it have time and i should believe.. because if i don't believe then it wont work at all... even though some thing did bug me.. but that was the past im just hoping it wont come back up again... what everyone really need in life is trust and partners... also friends so if you do choose your partner make sure you always trust your partner and never let your partner down because it will only come back to you then you'll know how they felt when you did that to them...
life may be hard... how did the rich become the rich? they didn't get it for free... they worked there way up towards that goal.. so if you want something in life or want to improve your life then you gonna have to make a step forward ...and turn that step towards your dreams.... talking about dreams.. my dream is going to come soon but.... i still need to work more and focus... who am i doing it for... many people may know my dream already and i want that dream to come true so nothing will stop me because i already took the 1st step towards my goal.. and now i just need to keep it up as what my baby always say "Gambette Baby" ^^ if she has faith in me then i will not fail... she is my sauce of power.. with her around i never give up as long i know she there for me then i will always keep running and will never stop.... this is our story it begins when we are born and it will never end if we share it... when its shared then it will spread just like all the other fairy tales and also it will be always kept inside my heart and soul...
thinking back 8 months ago was fun.. brings back so many memories together.. but now we grown up.. grown to work and see our future together grown to become stronger to come back as a better partner... keep fighting and see where you will end up.... this is our story and its our life baby we are one team and together we can do it Gambette <3
only love awaits me on the other side of the world so wait for me and i be there... that's a promise
Bau Nguyen
22:22pm 03.12.2011
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