Worried... ♥

its very hard for me to see others get at you and it pains me to think about it each day.. this happens to every one before or still even happening now right at this moment..thats why guys like me are worried a lot and wanting to protect the ones they love from other guys...

this happens everyday but the funny thing is i don't get tired... y don't i get tired? because i love her way too much i can only think about protecting her..i protect her every day but she never realized it because she doesn't really know what happen.. happiness flows within her mind >< she is a very positive girl and lovable one...

some times she even talks back to me when i protect her >.< but i cant blame her because she is too positive and don't really know much about it and i know she wants me to trust her because i really do trust her with all my heart.. but its the guys i don't trust...

she doesn't know what guys can do to girls.. thats why even though if she talks back to me i still be there to keep her safe no matter what!

she can think im evil i changed or im a bad guy but all of this was to keep you safe....

you know even though she thinks bad or feels annoyed with me i get worried and i will tr to get out of the worried state with her >.< hehe funny right... thats because i love her too much...

there may be a lot to learn but i will try my best to show her in every way.

baby u should also stop working 6 days a week with 3 jobs... its not good for u other ppl may say you can do it but for me it hurts my heart to see u work so hard just to be with me.... your not super woman baby.. you cant do that every day its crazy.. you are a normal person like everyone.. your my baby irvil.. i wont let u torture yourself like this just for me.. 

you know your the one and only to make me smile and laugh so much... so without you idk what i be doing haha =P

baby those chinese words u write to me today... when i found out i was very happy hehe lucky i got some1 to read it otherwise i be clueless =] hehe 

you know baby i felt really disappointed when you don't tell me anything... but i also feel very worried about you because i don't want anything to happen to you..

but even though i feel disappointed my baby will feel sad... i shouldn't make my baby worry about me >< because i feel sad even more ahhh ><

we both been through a lot together keeping this relationship and i still wanna keep this relationship between us and wont let anyone take it away from me or my baby irvil...

this is our story not yours, not mine, not his and not her's bout our love story... 2 makes 1 even though its a 1.. what make this "1"... its 2... me and irvil together we make our story =] 

baby don't work too hard ok you need to rest too not just work every day >.< i be angry if u do =P hehe

without you im not complete so i will always need you here to be with me so i can be completed ok baby =]

may things has happened and im very happy to be with you baby so lets gambatte!!

Bau Nguyen

♥ its my life....

Wat is right and wat is wrong？

When we were young... our elders would say how to do... what should you do...

we have also been followed... have never asked why...

coz we know they are good for us...

gradually.... we grew up...

began to have their own ideas...

started their own life and freedom we want....

but these thoughts... thoughts in adults is called in rebel...

I admit i was very rebellious child...

i will definitely do wat i wan to do...

i would not care wat they say and do...  

i juz do what is right for my heart ...

bad rite?  hehe... xD

Today, my baby told me tat his bro told him

he cant go on holiday by himself...

he felt very sad and down... ><"

but he got some plan and other way to solve it ...

anyway...  No matter what happens... i will always support my baby in his side...

 

Our elders always treating us like we ware just born...

they work very hard to want to protect us... yeah....we know tat...

but cant have their own ideas... cant do wat we wan to do...

its too over for us... We will feel very unhappy....

do you agree?

Like my baby said:

its our family thats trying to controle our future its ok...

but if we do wat we wan to do...

they may think....

y did u turn out like that?

"yes!! y did i turn out like that?!"

In fact not we went bad...
coz we couldnt do wat we wan...
we couldnt find our future but know we had the chance to...
so we went for it.. we don wan to always be held back by our family...
its our like and our want to make our life better for ourself but not for others to control all there time 

u been controling us and we really dont like it because we feel like we ware in a cage...
i know our family helped us alot and kept us away from bad ppl 

but know we know and we learn alot so y cant u let us choose wat we wan?
its very hard ... u know?

Experienced the pain will always grow when people grow up...

im sure u all know tat... rite?

so why not let us go do wat we wan to do...

let ourself grow...

Daddy Mommy... no worry...

when we experience the life we wan...

we will return to ur side...

we still love u same as before.... nope... Perhaps more than before...

maybe this process we will fail... we will sad... or wat...

but tis is a learning and experience... rite?

In fact... im glad my parents will not bind me too much...

they will try to understand and accept my ideas...

as long as the requirements of not really too over...

my daddy told me: u should have to experience tat a different life in other country...

yeah... tis is wat he said....

even if i said i wan to study abroad or travel alone....

as long as i can take care of  myself... ^^

Believe me...

 you should experience the different life since you're young...

ur ideas and knowledge will be different... ^^

so... Juz do it... haha

Irvil ♥

24052011

♥ Our belief.....

Everyone has different wish... I certainly have my wishes...

In fact~ i have a lot of wish... haha~~

My baby found 10 pound the day before yesterday...

he was very happy to call and told me...

like a child get the sweet.... so cute~~~ lol

hehe~~

and i answered him "maybe today is ur lucky day~~ ^^ lets make a wish"

next... tis is our conversation....

B: "i already know my wish ~hehe~ but havent had time to wish it yet..."

me: ^^ so wat is ur wish?

B: baby u really want to know?hmmm... would u be able to make my wish come true ><

me: hmmm... i wan to know... hehe xD

B:For u to love me enturnalty and for us to be together forever thats my wish that no money can ever get...

So... wat is my wish??

i told my baby... tis is secret.... haha~~

from the previous to the present...i have many wish....

but when i grow u... my wish getting less....

Although I have had many wish....

also achieved a lot....

but i didnt really have to strive to achieve it... ><"

yes... tis is true...

When i was young... i juz told to my parents i got what wish...

they will help me achieve...

so u think i need to do any strive to realize my wish? LOL

Perhaps many people think this is good.... but not really....

I grew up alone at home...

only toys,arcade games,computer, etc... accompany me...

sometimes i think maybe this is their compensation to me....

hehe... so  juz told them what i want then i can get it...

Don envy me... if you envy me~ do u want to exchange the identity with me... LOL

OK...Back to the topic ...Wat is my wish now??

in fact, my wish very clear now...  

the most important wish is be with bau bau... hehe~~

so we need to save up more money.... ><"

we both love travel... so i hope we both can travel around together every year .... ^^

like my baby said:18.05.11 => i will come every year and we can travel around together ^^ 

and each year we can save up for our next destination ^^ hehe also save up for what u wanted too

Another thing is i wish i could study abroad in UK...

whether long-term courses or short courses....

important is i can experience the life i wan and be with bau bau... xD

besides those wish~ i got another little wish...

like ipad 2 ,iphone 5, puppy maltese,car and earn more money~~~ haha...

a lot rite.... wahahhaa~~~

 

by the way... my baby said

Remember to me its - Time is Irvil - i spend all my time with you to make things work out ^^

~Promise ~

When i read it...i feel very very very touch u know....T.T

i never thought a guy would said like that.... omg....

i admit i am a girl not easily moved.....

but my baby always have a way that moved me... ><"  

baby... i love you so much....muacks....

baby... no matter what happen....  

as long as we trust each other...

tis enthusiasm has continued...

Continuing love each other... care each other....

strengthen our position... 

our wish and dream will come true... rite?

Long distance love will succeed....

do u believe it?  ^^

at least i think so.......

lets make this all last forever....

our dream will made up of real thing...

we can make the world beautiful love... ♥

 

Irvil ♥
21052011

Every seconds with you ♥

Every time we talk.. every second pass by.. these are happy times.. because every seconds im with you it makes me smile.. and those seconds are very important to me.

Baby i want to let you know that every time we spent together it makes me wanna fly towards you.. thats how much i want you and need you in these arms of mine ><

Baby i know u are sad about something thats going on in your mind about your targets... but i want to let you know that i will support you no matter what la ~ ^^ and im always here for you.. remember i will make it happen so just trust me because your target is also my target so lets go through it together and make it happen ok ^^ hehe remember what i said yesterday 18.05.11 => i will come every year and we can travel around together ^^ and each year we can save up for our next destination ^^ hehe also save up for what u wanted too =]

you know we both learn alot about each other in such a short time.. thats why these seconds count alot ^^ even though ppl say "Time is Money" to me its "Time is Irvil" xD haha!!

Baby ahh~ o.o been 2 months already and i feel that i want to be with you forever.. you know i have many many wish i want to share with you and many wishes i want to show you... there are too much wishes for you inside my heart... i wish i can make u smile every day *looks up to the dark sky looking at the brightest star* hehe =]

baby i love u from your bau bau ^^

Muacks ~ ♥

Remember to me its - Time is Irvil - i spend all my time with you to make things work out ^^

~Promise ~

Whats Right!!!

for those of irvil friends that's convincing her not to go through the long distance relationship are Fools!

what would you do if you love someone so much and a friend come up to your face and say this wouldn't work out between you and him... its unreal... if someone said that to me i say SHUT THE FUCK UP!!...

i know you care for irvil and i also know you are worried but she is happy with her relationship and you making irvil unhappy by trying to break her heart... so the person thats hurting her is basically you yourself thats convincing irvil not to go through this relationship..

i know other ppl will think i will cheat on irvil but no why would i cheat on her why would i do anything to hurt her this relationship is not a joke its ppl feelings.. if i did cheat on irvil then my friends will beat the crap out of me because my friends knows about irvil too and they don't like ppl like that.. even i don't like ppl like that

you know even her family didn't say anything about breaking up with me.. they also like me too.. what makes you have the rights to say "break up it wont work out" to her when her family didn't even mention those things to her and even said hello to me and also watch me on cam too with irvil... and snow snow ^^ hehe snow snow <3

you know my friends asked me are you serious with this long distance relationship.. i said yes then they didn't say anything else next day they was asking me how is she and stuff... next day they became friends... next day they started chatting to each other.. thats what you called real friends.. they will always support me so why cant you guys support irvil?

just trust me.. i wont let you guys/girls down and i will be with irvil, wont hurt her and will make her smile everyday. if you want her to be happy then you have to help me too because your words really affects her and if she feels hurt i don't like that >.>

sorry for the words i used i know its my baby page but i don't want irvil to feel sad about this ever again so i had no choice..

"your friends just want to come between you and me

Don't believe in what they say cause it's jealousy

Girl can't u see that

Girl u should know by now I'm not that type of guy

Cause I changed my ways when I found you

Just put your trust in me don't let them tear us apart

Girl u should know and understand

Listen to bau bau ^^"

baby i love you and i don't care what other ppl think of us thats there problem not ours right ^^

love you <3 ~

MEANT TO BE POSTED ON FB BUT WAS OVER 1000 CHARACTERS >.> DID I REALLY WRITE THAT MUCH =.=

♥ Our love is right

Our love....

              is right....

Im around 22 yrs old and i have pretty relationship with a nice man ...

his love for me is .. .like dream ...

he is the best lover i ever know in my life...

but i have a problem and its make me feel so sad and really worry ....

about losing this pretty love .

My bf and i have been going out for almost 2 happy months and everything has been going wonderful....

im so happy with him!

He`s like me in every way...

We share many funny jokes and videos to each other and its been so great...

We have such a great time together~ we don wan to leave each other ...

Im not worrying much coz he like the perfect bf...

he is looks after me~cares about me~supports me~loves me~buys me nice things~

he is never cheated on me~never hit me~always is there for me~

he is good looking~charming~sweet~funny...

he is tall~ very intelligent~

he is a winner for me......... basically

we have been in a long-distance relationship...

I have dated other guys but they just do not compare and the same goes for him.....

We both have not met anyone we love as much as each other...

My frens r always on my case about how stupid the situation im in is....

I try to ignore but it does get to me and i know they are valid in their points of

how a relationship juz isnt complete if u cant see ur lover more than 3 weeks out of every 6 months.

Well...he lives in london...

We Skype and video chat almost every day...

He planning came to see me n i have planning go to london too.

we`ve juz made plans that he will come to visit in april n we will go to Taiwan together....

I love him so much~~

im so comfortable with him and i feel so happy being by his side....

i have had this feeling of emptiness n failure and its becoming apparent.... ><"

i trust him and im confident~but i cant help feeling a little threatened by other girls over there...

im sorry to feel like tat...

sigh...i don know wat should/can i do even know he was sad...  

after all~ we are long-distance...

I don wan to end it n then find out ill never love someone the same or regret it later on in life...

What should I do?

He lives thousands of miles away from me~ which isnt bad at all....

We can see each other everyday on skype...

We never fought~we don like fights~

But like i said~ he been sooooooo great to me n i truly love him very much....

In fact... we know we all hard work for each other...

efforts to save money... in order to see each other...

Even doing 3 jobs... also think its worth...

Many ppl think im crazy~ work 16 hours a day~

but i think is ok wat~ i know what im doing right now...

many ppl asked me for Bau is it worth it??!

hmm... of coz YES!!~ tis is my answer....

coz i know bau do it too...

u are not us... u will not understand our feelings n thoughts...

Long distance relationship never work???

i don think so... everything is possible....

Juz watch how you look... rite?

for exp : MR.Obama Became President！ the first black to become president~

m i rite? xD

sorry~ President Mr.Obama... u as an example...

i know its a really hard relationship but we love each other too much...

If u love somebody u will do anything to stay with them n not give them up juz coz of distance or what other people say.....

In time... will find a way to be together.... 

n the years of dating online will have been worth every second....

I love u... baby ♥ 

Irvil ♥ 

14052011

Our Memories ♥ together ♥

Ever since I met my baby I could not forget what we went through together and what we did together..

those memories are very valuable and precious to me.

I still remember how we 1st met and what we 1st said to each other >< its like everything was ready for both of us to be together... right baby ^^

When we 1st met.. that memory will never fade from my heart because that is the reason why we are together and it will not be forgotten... and I want to be with you forever...

Baby I still remember that we are alike ^^ you like nearly everything I like hehe that surprised me ><

and I still remember the song we worked on together my Irvil ^^

and I remember they 1st time you said I love you hehe ^^

I still remember a lot of memories about us... its locked up inside my heart hehe =] 

baby when each day past by there will always be a memory for me to save inside myself .. 

I will never forget the memories we spent together ^^

love you so much and I hope many more memories can be created each day ^^

these memories are for the both of us to share even this blog is our memory ♥

♥ ill give you all my love....baby.....

Is it possible to fall in love with someone you never met??

my frens asked me be4....

"Who knows.....
It's possible, but it's incredibly unlikely.
Stranger things have happened, I would suppose."

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I never thought I would fall in love with british~

I have always thought my life would be very plain~

Until I met "Bau"....

I met him on the internet....

When I first saw him~I have been attracted to him...

its true... haha...

He was very special, very lovely~~ ^^

well...as u know, im from Malaysia while my baby is from London...
Long-distance relationship...
some asked me are you crazy? insane?
i think ... YES.. I AM!!! Coz i know i love him so much...

so this time I know to let my feelings follow the sense from the bottom of my heart...

so juz do it~rite?

hehe~~~

Of course I have doubted is his love sincere... Maybe he is a liar, bad guy wat.....

but.... When I saw his sincere... care of me... call me everyday... worried about me...

i know... i should believe him... He really loved me.... ><"

oh... baby ... sorry.... I doubt you... T.T

oh yeah~ i still remember... coz one thing we were "silent"....

about a girl... @@""

In fact~~ i really don need any explanation....

coz i believe myself... i believe bau will not hurt me....

m i rite? baby....

That day, he didnt sleep....

coz he was worried about me... i know.... i can feel it.....

Actually... i love the way he told me

"Girl u should know by now I'm not that type of guy
Cause I changed my ways when I found you
Just put your trust in me don't let them tear us apart
Girl u should know and understand
Listen to your man"

u know wat... when he sang/told to me...

i feel very touch.... It feels very real.....

Made me feel at ease....

"Listen to bau bau" ^^

yes~baby....i will....

baby~ actually u may think I did nothing to promote the relationship between u and i ~ rite?

I guess u don think im caring about u.....

But...... baby that was not true!

I juz dont know how to express my feelings......

baby~ can u tell me what can I do to make it up for u?

Its really not easy for me to say out.... ><""

baby... u are the first boy I express my real feelings to and

I have courage to put down my armor toward....

Baby you should know what u have got,nobody can steal it... ^^

baby~ i know u are miles away from me....

but Im always there with u in ur heart in ur mind.....

I have u with me in my dreams and by my side.....

We are juz separated by distance but our heart and mind are always close to each other.... rite? 

We are never apart and even the distance cant make our love go weak....

Im with you and will be with you forever......

Whenever u miss me.... juz close ur eyes and u will find me in front of you.....

coz we r in the video chat...haha~~~ XD 

these long nights and unending days will soon get over and we will back in our happier times soon....

Till then remember I love you. .... ^^

and from wat i said....

i truly know tat u are my one and only...my partner for life...my best friend....my soulmate....my bau bau...

Baby~iswear I don know wat i would do without u~u mean more to me than i can say and i hope that our relationship lasts forever and ever.

I love you so much.....

I hope u can understand wat i was writing.... ^^

thx....

by Irvil ♥

08/05/2011