i miss you ...

no words i write can ever say... how much i miss you every day.

as time goes by the loneliness grows, how i miss you.. nobody knows...

i think of you in silence, i often speak your name...

but all i have are memories and a photo with your name....

i never stopped loving you.. i don't think i ever will..

deep inside my heart you are with me still...

no one knows my sorrow, no one sees me weep.

but the love i have for you, is in my heart and mine to keep..

heartaches in this world are many, but mine is worse than any...

my heart still aches as i whisper low.. "i need you... and miss you so."

the things we feel so deeply, are often the hardest things to say.

but i just can't keep quite anymore, so i'll tell u anyway..

there is only one place in my heart that no one can fill... i love you and i always will..

so stay with me my baby irvil ~

New Year Here We Go ~

Happy Anniversary baby =] hehe i know its a bit early but i wanted to send this with your xmas present ^^ hope you don't mind xD you know i missed you so much and i know you feel the same way... because i read your blog and i can feel it too.. you know i feel the same thing you feel for me >.< i know its hard but I'll be there soon so we both must Gambateh!! ~

i know recently you been very busy with work in KL... how i missed you every day.. i really wanted to hear your voice forever when i was on the phone to you T^T but i know i cant because you need to work... sigh... you know only 120 days left but after that 120 days i still wont be there because we delayed it a bit remember >.< but i promise you... i be there... i will hold your hands... hug you tight...just don't cry because im with you now... so smile and  tell me you love me.. because i really need you in my life... 

Happy Anniversary and have a wonderful Christmas ... all i want for Christmas is you... but i know you will be busy so its ok i will be fine hehe just spend time with my friends and family i guess but if we live together i only spend it with you and alone with you ^^ i love you so much and i hope you like the presents ^^ oh this is my little nope pad you wanted hehe =] okies... i miss you a lot so take care of yourself and enjoy your xmas <3 love you baby Irvil ~

~ your Hubby Bau Bau <3 ~

                       Muuuuaaaacckkkzzz ! =]