we can make it through ~

i kno there is something bothering my baby and i know if she doesnt tell me then she wont make it through but if she dose tell me and we both make suggestions it will work out so baby please if there is anything thats on your mind bothering you just share it with me ok because im not your baby for nothing right im here for you to help you out and to make u smile... i cant make u smile if you dont tell me anything at all so tell me and express your mind to me so we can make it out that road together ^^ love u so much <3

♥ 4 Months Already

4 months has past.... if u talk about it then it seems fast.. but if i think about it... it seems long haha xD

i haven't been writing on the blog for a long time... sorry baby.. i been busy with work lately.. work more and earn more saving up for my next holiday so i been busy all week working 7 days a week... been tough but if i dont do it then how can i meet my goal? haha i really need save to make my dream come true.. do what is right!! you know what i mean ^^

baby  im very happy with u in these 4 months.. we always spend time together and talk about a lot of things..talk about our life and whats happening each days =] you are my everything and my nothing ^^ hehe. we both plan a lot for our future and our holidays but main part is we need money haha so that's why i am working extra to achieve this goal ^^

lately baby been sleeping so little... its very bad for her health .. she should sleep more im worried a lot because she is doing it to be with me.... sigh i feel bad i hope she can understand and just take more rest before she turns to a panda o.o 

i really dont have much to say at this post because everything i want to say i already said it to my baby face to face >.< but... baby don't think negative ok because it will not help at all i just want you to know i love you and need you so stay with me ^^ i love you baby <3

♥ Keep holding on....

Actually i feel very impressed n touch when my baby sang me Mandarin Song...
coz my baby don know how to speak Mandarin.... >"<
but when he knew he sang Chinese songs i will feel very touch...
Then he tried to sang it... tats y i feel very touch....
hehe.. xD

We were been together over 4 months...
suddenly feels tat time actually flies so fast...
remembered a lot of people said
*Love for a long time will be slowed*
izzit real? damn worry about it ....
arr... omg...

i know i should believe my baby...
but i still worry about it...
sry baby....
i think... maybe i love too deep...
m i rite... >"<
i never felt tis way be4...
its feels like a little fear and happiness...
lolz... Strange feeling...

but honestly...
i wan to spend the rest of my life with my baby...
i finally know wat everyone told me "ull know, when its the *1*...
to tis day...
I love him with all my heart n i always will...
we will meet some day...
hopefully some day soon...
but tats another story...
rite... baby... thx u so much...
u make my world a different...
i believe one day u will take me away from malaysia...
ill wait for the arrival of the day...
i really love u more tat the words i can say....
baby... u will always be mine, rite?
love u ...
our dream will come true...
Gambatehne...





♥ Irvil Ling
19072011